Finally back to blog. nothing better to do. long time never relax. i feel nothing change even though nothing is going to happen. i should be feeling ease and happy enjoying my life. smile smile smile, i didnt because i couldnt. i dunno why.
anyway, i will spend time to just chill and calm myself alone. eat drink play alone? how i wish i can find that right one. i gonna emo soon. haiz. bye.