well, well, well... always using facebook. and the only thing i did was to stalk people and see how other's are now. and, the next thing i always did was, emo, emo, emo. just feeling so F^. it's like, when you look at some things, you will feel how lucky you are when you used to have those. but now it's gone and you will really feel that one word. F^. and guess what, i can only sit right here and suck thumb. i dunno how to explain. nvm, time to isolated and be alone.
justin went in army 4 days ago. jh going in police tml. calvin coming back on 6 of sept. and what am i suppose to do now? i couldn't sleep. i'm totally no mood at all right now. everything seems to be sux up. i'm filled full of frustration, anger, stress right now. Everything changes right from the start. i guess, i still need some time to digest. God. what is my purpose in life? what is the goal i want in life? and what will i get and be in the future? if inception is possible, i wish it could be happen to me.
i shall listen some songs and maybe get to bed soon i guess. F^. night.
