wooooo, went to universal studio today. it was totally amazing and wild. everything is so fun. there so much thrilling, exciting and awesome stuff over there. everything is like WOW, WOW, WOW. i give a 5 Star rated. definitely worth the money except that it is really crowded and you have to queue quite long for those station. approm. 30 mins each. But still worth, trust me.
it's been so hell long i didnt enjoy myself happy and had all these fun. and most impt, i found out something that is meaningful to me.
this is what came into my mind, "There is people treasure every moment and opportunity in life; while some chose to give up and waste their life." i realize that i am really very lucky and fortunate. i saw a incident and it trigger my heart and wake up my mind. i got thoughts about asking myself why am i so lucky? i feel that i dont deserve what god give me for the past few years. i can run, i can jump, i can do anything i want. But not everyone are able to does that. i feel totally heart broken. how i wish, i could exchange good things with others, i dont mind exchanging. really. BECAUSE I FEEL OTHERS CAN ACHIEVE MORE THAT WHAT I COULD IN LIFE. i feel so F^. i waste 21 years of my life, doing nonsense stuff. I dunno why, but it seems like i am following people doing silly things. i have ruined my life. i am not good in studies and neither sports, what i know is to drink and drunk. WTH. but i want to thank god. i strength my determination, perseverance and my own stands. i shall change for the last time i said. night.
9:14 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
happy about my birthday. i guess much better than last yr and better than what i expected.
just came back from home. i went out to louis place watch soccer and i drink 2 cups of beer i guess. i almost got crash by a taxi. the distance is so freaking near and scary. i got scolded by that driver uncle and i apologise to him thousand times. all because i drink and drive. therefore, my lesson learned. i almost died right the day after my 21th birthday. thanks god. i shall declare to quit drinking from now. and i will also stop my bad habit. Thanks god. thanks god tons.
And thanks for all the birthday wish. appreciated.
