well. today wasn't a good day. feel like shit. nothing in my mind, but just having the same old stuff - "EMO". What do i have to say, i'm always so troublesome. i guess i should really do something. hmm, like what most people told me. think ahead, dont think so much, take one step at a time, plan for future, study hard, BE HAPPY. everyday life, sux to the max. life is like a roller coaster; there will be always up and down. however, i does not seems to be feeling that way. Yes, there were times i laugh, i smile, i enjoy. but now, no more. it's like, 10 seconds of laugh, 23 hours and 50 seconds of sad. 7 more days of internship. i'm really kinda miss those people. well, i guess i should no let my emotions control over me. i will change. oh ya. to:calvin, please dont close your blog. i gonna miss you damn damn lots and i love to read your blog. =)