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30th april. came back home after school. have a good nap. it's a special friday. i hardly spend time to rest at home. feel kinda tired this few days. i guess i really spend too much time hanging outside eating and so on. i wanted to highlight this week stuff.

1. Feel unhappy staying at home - piss off by noise.

2. Feel stress in school - didn't do well even i did my best.

3. Feel lonely everywhere i go - isolated.

summary. this week not doing well, life normal. CHICHI - take care of yourself. i'm always staring at the same moon. miss you. take care and work hard yea.

Congrats, i'm back to school. first day not that bad, time really past fast. looking for jobs. final year projects started. really pretty tonns of stuff coming up. need to balance my time now. And, i'm finding time to do voluntering work soon. yeah. cant wait.

friday was a tough and fun day. first time experience during lorry using a push start up. it's damn cool but yet tiring like shit. my body is still aching badly especially my both legs. there are more things added in my life now, but there are some things leaving in my life soon. my internship is almost over. miss the working days and some people. but i learnt to take things easy and many things really ease down well. And nice pizza with chichi ytd. it's really nice and i miss him soon. i stay strong. live strong. life is no longer a roller coaster but it's more like climbing hill. and the best fun of it is, you will feel the sense of achievement when you reach the top of the hill. wooo. MLR.

this few days became different. i can say, i feel up and down. i have a peace of mind. self reflection, i am not really feeling good, but somehow enlighten some stuff. there were times i feel so shit, blaming why i achieve nothing while seeing others doing great and admire them. i realize a different point of view.

Spending time chatting with calvin, he asked me what is my biggest wish. i said none, but i use to have. my biggest dream in life is to earn as many money as i can and set up my own business - "vegetarian fast food". however, calvin had a different answer. he wish to be a good father. he enlightened me. he said this: "i dont mind to be poor as long as i am happy." i guess that is the most important thing in life. i should continue to learn from him.

Yesterday, went out to many places. explore the west and east side. jurong, holland village, boon lay, are damn interesting. i have to say we just cant stop saying "wow, wow, wow". we are so kuku. shall look out for more places and stay happy.

well. today wasn't a good day. feel like shit. nothing in my mind, but just having the same old stuff - "EMO". What do i have to say, i'm always so troublesome. i guess i should really do something. hmm, like what most people told me. think ahead, dont think so much, take one step at a time, plan for future, study hard, BE HAPPY. everyday life, sux to the max. life is like a roller coaster; there will be always up and down. however, i does not seems to be feeling that way. Yes, there were times i laugh, i smile, i enjoy. but now, no more. it's like, 10 seconds of laugh, 23 hours and 50 seconds of sad. 7 more days of internship. i'm really kinda miss those people. well, i guess i should no let my emotions control over me. i will change. oh ya. to:calvin, please dont close your blog. i gonna miss you damn damn lots and i love to read your blog. =)